“How do you look at the one (girl) you love and tell yourself it’s time to walk away?”
-Leo, The Vow
Saturday. This Saturday. We were supposed to have a perfect Saturday. Together. But, no. </3 We’ll never have a love like what we used to have. All the broken strings cannot be reattached anymore.
I actually had fun today, though. Even if I watched The Vow with my friends and not with you. At the start of the movie, I already started tearing up a bit, I remembered you again. I wished you were there with me.
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The part where Leo (Channing Tatum) said the line, “How do you look at the girl you love and tell yourself it’s time to walk away?”. I suddenly remembered us. Our situation. It hit me. The need to let go. To let go all of the pain we feel, the pain we bring to each other.
I never saw us going through this kind of situation. We were—-extraordinary. Our love—-fireworks. But every pain needs to go away. For a better feeling, for a cure, for happiness. Moving on doesn’t necessarily mean that you will forget the person. Every love will stay with you eternally in your heart, even though you’ve moved on. It will hurt, yes. Atleast try. Atleast, have hope to foresee positive outcomes. Sooner or later, everything will get better. You just have to wait. Let yourself be happy. Let yourself be free of all the pain.
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I’ll never be just your EX. That word, that label. I doesn’t even fit. It hurts so much, like I’ve been stabbed in my heart for a million times. I never expected you to even say that. To even call me that. You are not like that.
I was hurt, I actually felt guilty after sending you a text with that word. After I sent the message, I felt so bad. I regret even sending that message to you. I’m sorry. I didn’t mean that. But, you? Your words. Your messages. They mean a lot to me. You can never explain your impact in my life. Let’s move on, my love. Let’s be strangers again. Start anew. And maybe, just maybe. We’ll end up in each other’s arms once again.
