remember when we used to complain about getting clothes for Christmas and now it’s a blessing
January 17, 2014 Around 5:14 PM Hospital bed view
After nearly 3 months of nothing, I saw you again. I saw you from afar. At those few seconds, I knew what I felt. Tears flowed involuntarily and I let them. It has been so long since I cried that much. I miss you so much, I really do. I wanted to call you from the window, call your name and be able to hold you again. I wanted to hug you but I couldn’t. Thank you for the time away from you, I think I am getting used to it. But nothing has changed. I thought I had atleast moved on, I was wrong. That first second of seeing you again, still felt the same as the first time I realized I had fallen for you. I am still falling, maybe falling apart. I’ve been receiving news that I have been replaced. And I guess it’s okay because I want to see you happy. I was wrong again, I saw you alone but I got hurt; what more if I see you with somebody else. I love you still after more than 3 years. Thank you for everything. I will be happy, I hope the same for you too. There are no goodbyes just new hellos.